my MS

hump day

2012-02-29T19:01:00.001-08:00

today has been a great day. I hung out with my boo, we went to the y and worked out. i caught him talking and watching me more than working out. Haha i had to pick on him. I got the pleasure of going to san jose [ the best mexican resturant in town ] with kellie and her padre :)) it was fun and sooo good. We went to wal mart and i had to go down the kitty aisle, sebastian got a cat scratcher, and a new toy called a kitty cube and he loves it. he is rolling around and having a ball. sometimes he even pops out like a "sebastian in the box." tonight was a shot night...i did the right side of my tummy...it didnt even hurt tonight. hmm, weird. i have to work tomorrow night...i wonder what we are doing in discovery zone. creating something im sure. well i need to tuck the monster and myself in. night.

until later...

mondays

2012-02-27T19:45:00.001-08:00

Today was very rainy and yucky but christopher was off so it was perfect :) <3 last night kellie and I went to cary to see my mom ...sebastian got to go too! He snuggled with his nana. Kellie got pizza and drinks for us and we watched a little bit of mama mia before we had to head back home. But its always good to see mama. So since we were out last night I slept in this morning. Hung out with my boo then went to the gym...I will be sore tomorrow. Tonight was shot night...ouch. Sebastian is asleep somewhere...I don't see him or hear his little bell. Well I should be sleeping so I need to go...

Until later....

Picture of sebastian on the way to cary

yawn

2012-02-25T17:59:00.001-08:00

man i am tired tonighgt...i had a good day though all together. i went to smithfields chicken & bbq for lunch and ruby tuesdays for dinner :) my tummy had a good day too. haha. Sebastian and i are watching the lion king...its playing on abc family tonight. love this movie <3 tomorrow Chris and i will go to church then kellie and i plan to head to cary to see my mom!! :) cant wait. little road trips are always fun! christopher just called me and told me he doesnt get tuesdays off anymore. :( hopefully that will change...

well i have to make my goodnight calls and go to bed.

until later....

Mw3

2012-02-24T18:35:00.001-08:00

About to go play the game before I tuck sebastian and myself into bed. It is a stormy night out, windy, cold and rainy. Bastian is scared of thunder he gets under my bed. I just did my shot. All went well.
Today was a great day! I slept in and went to lunch with my daddy...he took me to andys :) it was fun hangin out with him for a little while. Then I hung out with my christopher <3 ...then worked out with daniel. Now to go to sleep....

Until later...

Sore

2012-02-23T13:57:00.001-08:00

Today is another beautiful dayy. I'm so sore from working out I'm just trying to take it easy...I have to go to work tonight, for a little while atleast. Haha. My neighbors have the car radio so loud I can't hear the tv....ugh. rude. Sebastian is asleep in the back room, the sun is bright in there. He's still so cute!

monday :)

2012-02-20T15:20:00.000-08:00

today is a beautiful day outside, really cant believe it somewhat snowed last night. North Carolina has the most bi-polar weather. Christopher is off work today, i love spending my time with him. I just got back from the gym, day 2 with the personal trainer...today was strengthening and boy do i feel like jello. arms and legs he says tomorrow i should be sore. i believe him, im already tired. next is dinner and i really want some chicken fries from burger king...hmm. not all that healthy tho, but good. we shall see. :) tonight is shot night...i wonder where ill do it tonight.
sebastian is not sleeping for once, he is sitting at my feet watching me. i feel his eyes saying " mom, play with me " oh oh i typed to soon...he just curled up and is bathing so im sure it wont be long until he is sleeping.... well gotta go freshen up!!

until later....

Beach

2012-02-18T19:04:00.001-08:00

Today was a good day. The wedding was very nice. It was a beautiful day to have a beach wedding. It if had been a little warmer, that would have really topped it off. Tomorrow is the drive home...short but sweet little stay. Its always nice to get out of town even if it is for the night. I sure do miss sebastian tho :( even though I know he's in good hands. My boyfriend is babysitting him. Hehe <3 so cute. I'm a little tired now so it won't be long till I hit the sheets.

Until later...

buff

2012-02-17T16:14:00.000-08:00

well today was the first day i worked with daniel...my very own personal trainer haha. it was 30 min. and i really feel like this will help me build my endurance back up. I'm a little tired now...but not to bad.
Kellie has the house smelling good with dinner cooking and the animals are both knocked out sleeping. Sebastian is under the coffee table and izzy is on the couch. Tonight is shot...tomorrow is ROAD TRIP!
Kellie and I are going to cary to my moms and then my mom is driving us all to the beach!! We're going to go see my moms friend get married :)) i love love. so cool. i wish them the best. I can't wait to touch the sand!! maybe the hotel will have a indoor pool, ohh and breakfast! yum hehe. I'm excited, and i cant wait to see my mom!! well gotta goo...

until later...

Rain rain go away...

2012-02-16T14:12:00.001-08:00

Well my cupcakes and cake are both delicious! I will post a picture to show.
My shot went well last night, I have to work tonight. We are decorating treasure chests with the children. Fun fun. But with markers, maybe it won't be so messy.
Its raining hard outside right now. Makes me want to stay inside! Sebastian is asleep somewhere...I couldn't find him and I don't hear his bell on his collar. Oh well.

Until later....

sunshine

2012-02-15T16:04:00.000-08:00

sitting here on the computer while kellie is cooking chicken gorditas...yum. i am also cooking red velvet cupcakes...heart shaped. AND a chocolate heart shaped cake...2 layers. yum...i love my new pans! OH...my other surprise was Lady and the Tramp blu-ray and dvd, bowl, fork, and spoon. hehe spoiled, i know. i love it, and my boyfriend <33
today has been good, christopher and i went to the park and walked around. it was a beautiful day today. I even held sebastian outside today for like 2 minutes because he started squirming to get down. He just doesnt know how good he has it inside...
My friend melanie just came over and we chatted for a little while...got caught up. haha....well the cupcakes are done...
shot night tonight....

until later....

valentines day :)

2012-02-14T09:15:00.000-08:00

Should really be in the shower getting ready, but i got distracted. Christopher got me a cupcake pan for valentines day :D yay. but it came with a heart shaped cake pan too! i love it, thats what i told him to get so im happy! he says its not over yet tho...ut ohh. he got chocolate and a little bear :)
sebastian is sleeping again. i can tell he's growing up, he is sleeping a whole lot more. Izzy is in my lap right now. spoiled animals. feeling good so far today!

until later...

Gooodmorning

2012-02-13T07:47:00.001-08:00

Sebastian and I just ate our morning grits...he just curled up for a nap and its very tempting but I need to straighten up and shower and stuff. I went to the store last night and got little bastian more food and treats. Hehe. He loves them.
Boyfriend is off today :) who knows what we will do but I always have fun being with him.
Tonight is shot night. Going to bed early, I already know.

Hehe well off to start my dayy

Until later...

Netflix

2012-02-10T18:15:00.001-08:00

So glad we have internet. I'm enjoying a netflix movie right now with the roomie. I just did my shot...it hurt. But oh well. Life goes on, right? It won't be long till I go to bed. Hopefully tomorrow my dad will meet me at the Y so I can get this workin out thing started.
Sebastian is at the end of the couch knocked out sleepin. Its crazy how fast he's growing. He eats like a pig too!

Well way to tired.

Until later....

suddenlink

2012-02-08T19:06:00.000-08:00

well, i really should be going to sleep but does it count that thats the next thing on my list? i swear. haha, momma always gets on me for stayin up to late...its just we got internet and i cant put my laptop down.
sebastian is besidse me on his blanket knocked out. hes so cuuute :)) so the big game is tonight Carolina vs. Duke....ill find out the results in the morning...definetly not staying up.
i did my taxes today...pretty excited about that...went out to eat at one of my favorite resturants with the roomie, then we went to wal-mart...fun right? haha had to get some water and some coca-colas :)) really should have gotten some millk since mine expires soon, oh well i guess ill just DRIVE to the store tomorrrow to get it. hehe. i love it.
I have to work again tomorrow night...kinda excited :)
well sebastian is making sleep look like so much fun i think i'm going to go try it :P

until later...

Finally

2012-02-08T07:47:00.001-08:00

I've tried to type this for about two days now but I've been so busy doing other things it just hasn't happened. Yesterday I started typing one but now that come back to it, its gone. Haha oh well. Yesterday was a good day, it was my first day back to work :) it was good seeing everyone. I sure did miss my little one sebastian tho. Hehe. Bastian and I just ate our grits. He licks my bowl. So now we are cuddled up on the couch watching tv! Kellie said something about going to the mall tonight, I can get my eyebrows done. But ouch!

Until later...

Super bowl

2012-02-05T17:22:00.001-08:00

Well just sittin here with the roomie and our pets ...lol. izzy is playing with kellie while sebastian is curled up on his blankie. We just watched the half time show...it really wasn't all that. Madonna should retire. Today has been a good day...drivin around town :) I love it.
Tomorrow is boyfriends off day :)
Well the games back on....

Until later....

Ahhh drivinggg

2012-02-04T16:51:00.001-08:00

I'm having so much fun driving around again. Not feeling like a burden anymore. It feels so good :)
I stayed up way to late last night def goin to bed early tonight. Sebastain is already knocked out on his blanky. Him and izzy had a photo shoot earlier. They are so cute :P well I'm gettin sleepy soooo....

Until later.....

The best day so far...

2012-02-03T12:36:00.001-08:00

Today has been great! My dad met my mom and I at the hospital this morning, I was released to drive! It was so good to see my rehab doctor, she said I look great! My dad and I went to get lunch and then he took me to get my beautiful car. Then I drove him around till him and I both felt comfortable, didn't take long! Then I drove to my boyfriends house :) I'm here now so I will update later! :D

Until later...

Yay

2012-02-02T18:40:00.001-08:00

My dad came through, getting my car tomorrow. Yay! :D :D :D going to bed now! Night night.

Oh, bother

2012-02-02T17:35:00.001-08:00

So I got great news today from my doctor he didn't see any damage done to my right optic nerve. YAY. So tomorrow is my LAST doctor visit for a while I hope. I should get released to drive....only thing is I currently don't have my car. My dad loaned it out to my uncle while I've been recovering. Which is fine I just thought I was going to get it back when I was ready for it...trying not to let this discourage me and trying not to stress but its hard since I've been so excited. Bastian is sleeping in the chair like its his. We are still at my moms. Returning back to my house tomorrow after my appointment, my dad is takin me and bastian home. Hopefully it won't be long till I'm back in my car...

Until later....

Moms house

2012-02-01T16:19:00.001-08:00

Well today has been another spazz free day. Woo hoo. I only had 1 today. But I don't even think that counts. Mom came and picked sebastian and I up from my house. I have a dr apt. tomorrow and Friday. Couldn't be without sebastian for that long....hehe. I'm making brownies right now! Yum. I'm tired tonight...and its shot night. So goin to bed early tonight for me. My doc apt is at 9am too and my mom and I have the hardest time being on time for these morning appointmens haha.
Well on to do something else.

Until later...

Hello kitty

2012-01-31T16:25:00.001-08:00

Today I have been spazz free all day :D I've only been takin half a pill today! So excited. I did a few dishes and washed some towels. Played with bastian. Ate easy mac for lunch. My favorite. Tonight I'm hanging out with the boyfriend and my roomie and her boyfriend. Playing mw3 at the time...boys. I found my hello kitty socks with the grippers and I have been wearin them all day! I love them. They are cute too. Bastian is curled up in his carrier asleep. He's so cute. Earlier this morning we were playin in the back room he thinks is his and I took the cutest picture of him.
Ill post it! :)

Until later....

Happy day :)

2012-01-30T09:22:00.001-08:00

So far today I havnt had a spasm :) ...its only lunch time but I'm excited. Usually I've had atleast 2 by now. Today makes one year and a half for me and my boyfriend <3 can't wait to see what he has planned for today. He is off all day so I'm already excited :)
Bastian and I ate our grits already, I eat...he licks the bowl. Spoiled kitty. He has found a sun spot where he likes to lay.
I got my playstation hooked up, kellie and I were beasting mw3 last night :P getting internet soon so if u have a ps3 comment your name and ill add uu :)
Well I need to go get ready for the day sooo until later...

Hakuna matata

2012-01-28T17:36:00.001-08:00

Sitting here watching the lion king with the roomie :) I love this movie. Sebastian is knocked out...he will be crazy later I'm sure. I just made I chocolate cake...it is very yummy. I'm also cooking a hashbrown casserole in the crock pot...that was yummy too.
Today has been a little better on the muscle spasms...I think I've had maybe 4 or 5 all day....not bad. I'm ready for them to be gone.
Tomorrow is church day :) my church is doing exciting things. I'm glad I get to be a part of it.

Until later....

Technology

2012-01-27T17:26:00.001-08:00

Well my muscle spasms are still here...I hate it. Last night was jersey shore night but since I was sleeping we recorded it on the tv...watching it now..so cool.
I haven't done much of anything today...everytime I move I spazz. I'm trying to kick these things.
Sebastian is sleeping on the coffee table. Not good he will be crazy later and tonights shot night so ill be hitting the sheets rather early.

Until later...

Home sweet home

2012-01-26T18:45:00.001-08:00

Back at home :) I had fun with my momma but boy am I tired. I missed sebastian so much. kellie (roomie) says he missed me too. Hehe. He is finally big enbuough to wear his collar and he's jingling around the house tonight...so funny. Muscle spasms are back :( thank God
for medicine.
But I'm really tired so I'm out....

Until later...

Road trippp

2012-01-24T18:35:00.001-08:00

Today has been another good day for me. I've been with the boyfriend most of the dayy. I'm excited for tomorrow, mommy is coming to pick me up and we are driving to see my brother for his birthdayy. Ill be spending the night with her (: doctors appointment Thursday then I will be driving again. Ahh nice to say that. I had the worst muscle spasm earlier...havnt had one since the hospital days. Weird.
Well off to bed sebastian and I go...

Until later...

red box

2012-01-23T17:31:00.001-08:00

Today has been a good day (: its been yucky rainy like but boyfriend didn't have to work today (: he came over after his class, we ate the spaghetti that had been smellin so good. Then we've just been bee boopin around town all day. Now we are watching a red box movie. The x men one. I have to do my shot tonight....taking my aleve in about 5 minutes.
Sebastian is playing with izzy, they are so cute. Bastian got in a fight with my coffee cup earlier....let's just say my cup was empty and the floor smells like hazelnut creamer...silly.
Well gotta go duty calls....

Until later...

Rainy dayy....

2012-01-22T16:41:00.001-08:00

So...last night was a little rough, japanese food didn't settle well with my tummy. I skipped church to sleep...too tired from being up. :( I woke up and took it easy today...I feel much better. My stew beef was yummy! I'm cooking spaghetti sauce now :) the roomie and I went to applebees tonight...2 for 20. My steak was yummy...I had a craving.
Its really yucky outside. Cold, and dreary. I miss the sunshine!
Sebastian is a sleepy kitty tonight. I hope he doesn't keep me up later.
Tomorrow should be fun. Boyfriend doesn't have to work :) I love spending time wirh him <3 he's been the best thing through all of my craziness. :) :)

Until later....

Happy girl

2012-01-21T15:59:00.001-08:00

Today has been a great day. I feel like myself again. I have clothes in the washer and dryer...clean sheets on my bed...cooking a stew beef in the crock pot. Went grocery shopping today, fun to be able to walk around and shop again. One of my girlfriends is on her way here to chill :) safe to say tonight I will sleep good tonight. Have to be well rested for church in the morning!
sebastian and izzy (the dog in below picture) are playing. They are becoming best friends its so cute! Folding all these clothes makes me very thankful for my fingers, hands, arms and being able to move :)
Been a super happy girl today. Off to do more chores cause I can!

Until later....

What a day

2012-01-20T20:29:00.001-08:00

Laying in my bed typing from my phone, thank God for apps and smart phones! So today was successful. :D everything went great, makes me wonder where the other nurses went to school...I met with a personal trainer tonight. I can't wait to start working with him 3 days a week.
Sebastian was left in my room all day so he is not tired like mommy is and he doesn't know it but we are getting ready to turn the lights out. Had to update my good news tho! :)

Until later...

Sleepyyyy

2012-01-19T19:17:00.001-08:00

So tired but trying to stay up to watch jersey shore with the roomie. Tomorrow all IV problems should be handled done and over with. I'm already getting my eye back :) praise the Lord. Get to see my dad in the am then ill be with my mom all day tomorrow, I can't wait.
I will miss my little sebastian tomorrow. He has to stay home all day, poor thing.
I just painted my toe nails. So thankful I can do that simple little thing. I also made a cake tonight. Chocolate...YUM. it was very good. Tomorrow is my brothers birthday...my mother and I are going to see him next week. I can't wait. I miss him...sometimes. hehe.

Keeping my fingers crossed I will get the iv done tomorrow, its just the last one. I also have a consultation with a personsal trainer tomorrow night. Can't wait to see what he has to offer. Well let me get my sleepy kitty and head to bed.

Until later.

Just one more...

2012-01-18T08:54:00.001-08:00

I only have one more dose of steroids left which should have been done last night but the iv came out then there was no blood return and all that so we tried again this morning and still nothing...so praying this will end this afternoon and everything will go smoothly and ill get the dose. Bruises and so sore. So tired of being poked.
Sebastian is wild as ever, he can't stand my fingers giving the keyboard to much attention. My hands are still sore from trying to get the iv to work so I'm going to go rest and play with bastian.

Until later...
Wish me luck.

3rd day

2012-01-15T16:44:00.001-08:00

Soooo soon from now my dad will be coming by to hook me up to my steroids. Tomorrow is his birthdayy! Happy birthday daddy I love you!
Church was good today and lunch at applebees was yummy. I got hot wings. Also my late night snack ... I'm alreeady tired after this hour thing ill be headed to bed I'm sure. I'm praying everything will go smoothly tonight. Last night was too much trouble.
Sebastian has been lazy all day, my roomie told me he was wild when Ieft him for church and ever since I've been home he's been eating and sleepingg.
Well let me go get ready for this...

Until later...

Steroids

2012-01-14T15:55:00.001-08:00

So my steroids are going good. Doing my second dose tonight. Praying to get this eye back! Last night was scary. I did my shot around 8:45 andd went to bed soon after around 2 am I woke up to use the rest room and the exstension curd to the iv was unscrewed and blood was leaking. Eww. I called my mom then the 24 hour nurse and got it fixed. Just screwed it back and cleared the line.
Sebastian is so funny kellie is vaccuming and he is so scared. We went to the best mexican resturant in town tonight...san jose...yum but I am way full. My dad should be here around 8 to help hook me up to the steroids :)
I am already so ready for this iv to be gone...it hurts. Ugh.

Until later...

Doctor...

2012-01-12T18:27:00.001-08:00

So my doctor visit went well today. I start steroids tomorrow to knock this eye stuff out. My doctor did say I looked a lot better than last time (: I have to do a mri 3 months from now...not excitedd...not a fan of tight spaces and loud noises. But it is to see how the meds are working so I guess I'll suck it up....for 2 hours geezzz.
I came back to rm tonight, my lovely mother brought me. Sebastian came too, DUH! I cleaned my room which made me tired. Now I'm just sitting here with my roomie waiting for jersey shore to come on.
Bastian has gotten into something so let me go get him...

Until laterrr

what a dreary day...

2012-01-11T16:30:00.000-08:00

Today it has done nothing but rained ALL day! so yuckie, i miss the sunshine so much. My right eye is still blurry, i have a doctors appointment tomorrow so hopefully we can get to working on this eye thing going away. That is the only thing standing in my way then i will be driving again!!
Sebastian has been lazy all day, he has had 3 naps so i do believe tonight he will be wild! Friday will be my last day in physical therapy! Well, atleast it will be at the current place im at. I will continue to move these muscles just because i can! I can see now how God planned this for me, so i will use it to the best of my ability.

Momma has supper almost ready so let me get off of here.

until later...

Keys please

2012-01-08T17:23:00.001-08:00

I'm so excited I've been doing so well. I really can't wait to drive again! Hoping my eye will go away here soon ill be back on the road before you know it!

Church was great this morning, we might be expanding here soon (praying for Gods will). Lunch was good, dinner and a surprise visit from my grandma. She brought me chicken pastry, my favorite. Yum! I still have some for tomorrow for lunch. (:
Tomorrow I go back to my mommas. I'm excited to see her and sad to leave here but oh well I will be back.

Soo sleepy so I'm outta here, until later.

Why my eye

2012-01-07T16:42:00.001-08:00

I've been doing good here for a little while with starting my medicine and everything then I got pain in my right eye and now its blurry. :( I feel like I can't catch a break for anything. Praying for my eye so much hopefullyy it will go away...
Excited for tomorrow, I get to go to church and show my pastor my success. After church ill have lunch with my dad, my step mom and of course my boyfriend is driving :) sebastian is growing so much. He will be a cat before I know it. I've finally figured out his new found rough behavior came from him playing with my boyfriend. Crazy
Well I'm getting sleepy.

Until later

Brrr

2012-01-06T12:30:00.001-08:00

I was enjoying the warmer weather for these past few months now its really getting chilly. Time to get out my fluffy jacket my northface just isn't cuttin it!
So yesterday was fun my boo boos family and I went out to outback, it was yummy! Today I got to visit my YMCA family and show them my success! So far its been a good time but boy I miss my momma!
Sebastian has been running wild all day hasn't even had a nap, he better sleep good tonight! Tonight is shot night. Ahh. But it is working so yayyyy I guess. Hehe. Tonight I'm hanging out with kellie and melanie and I can't wait!

Until laterr (:

A new year

2012-01-04T07:48:00.001-08:00

I'm excited about the new year, I prefer even numbers anyway. Sebastian is growing like a weed, but he loves car rides. Today him and I are going back to RM after I have therapy because Thursday will be boyfriends birthday! He is turning 21 he's says this is the last birthday that counts cause after this you just get old. HAHA. My shots are going good. Finally up to the full dose so only good things from here, right? Yes. I will miss my momma again but I still will be in touch with her (:

Until later!

Ole rocky top

2011-12-30T14:28:00.001-08:00

So I made it here safe, my wonderful mother drove me here. I don't know what I would do without her, she's stuck with me like glue through it all. Sebastian is a litte scared he came home to 2 dogs four times his size. I was supposed to have OT today but there was a wreck and we couldn't get there, that just means more excersize tho, right? My eye still hurts a little bit :( I'm excited for tomorrow tho, I get to see my boyfriend :D. We are going to walk a lot this weekend.
Sebastian thinks its time to cuddle so I'm out.

Until later (:

foot loose

2011-12-29T17:49:00.000-08:00

Sitting here while my mommy stretches my foot out, oh how much easier it would be to walk if i could just have control over my left foot. over all today was a good day, very lazy day did my excersizes and took a nap with my kitty, sebastian :). I'm goin to my home town tomorrow for the weekend, im excited i will get to see my boyfriend and my roomies! sebastian is coming too. I started having eye pain tonight, i pray this isnt another set back. Im so ready to get back to normal. until next time (:

ms

2011-12-28T15:52:00.000-08:00

I just turned 20 in september. October came and emergency room here i come after being transferred and a number of test ran i've been diagnosed with RRMS. Went through unc rehab and was discharged. without proper medications i relapsed and lost my left side ( again ) steroids started and finally i started Rebif. Now im still in rehab and getting stronger everyday! i've recently gotten my left hand & fingers back now all i need is my forearm and foot/leg. with rebif i have to get up to a 44 doseage i have 3 more 22 shots and then i will begin the 44. i'm excited yet scared but i know the Lord has a plan for me. <3

my MS

hump day

mondays

*yawn*

Mw3

Sore

monday :)

Beach

buff

Rain rain go away...

sunshine

valentines day :)

Gooodmorning

Netflix

suddenlink

Finally

Super bowl

Ahhh drivinggg

The best day so far...

Yay

Oh, bother

Moms house

Hello kitty

Happy day :)

Hakuna matata

Technology

Home sweet home

Road trippp

red box

Rainy dayy....

Happy girl

What a day

Sleepyyyy

Just one more...

3rd day

Steroids

Doctor...

what a dreary day...

Keys please

Why my eye

Brrr

A new year

Ole rocky top

foot loose

ms

yawn